Contradictions

hey baby. I think a lot about your incomparability (is that a word?) to anyone in this world and that somehow it makes you also one of the truest souls I've ever met. But also a mixture of contradictory traits so extreme - they actually defined your uniqeness in this world. I can’t even think of anyone who stands out so much.

OK, I have to list them:

• Naïve and childlike in nature, but shrewd in law and business.

• Gentle towards people, but very aggressive towards anyone or anything you considered injustice.

• Insanely generous with your heart and time. “Careful” with money ;)

• Childish when it came to having fun, mature when it came to managing a household

• Ridiculously organized with all our papers, receipts, constantly making excel sheets, but always losing things (which you also always denied)

• Conservative financially and economically, Liberal about politics, social issues

• Honest in a way like it would never even OCCUR to you lie, even in the most difficult or uncomfortable circumstances. Buuuuut, you had a tendency to exaggerate and believe in it 100%.

• A learner – every subject under the sun interested you. You always asked a million questions. and also a teacher – nothing you enjoyed more than sharing your knowledge (for hours!)

• Afraid: of financial risks, of not being a provider, of competition, of failure. A risk taker on the snow, under the sea, in climbing the highest trees and everywhere else in nature.

• Loved people – hated team sports. Running, swimming, biking, rollerblading, snowbaoarding, gave you pure joy.

I could probably go on about the contradictions but hey, maybe it was because you were Gemini – twins. Oh and there’s another contradiction:

• Practical and secular but believed in astrology(!) I gave you so much crap about that. im sorry :(

There’s just one more.

• Kind and there was nothing unkind about you.